First thanks to all of you guys and your wonderful birthday wishes.
Second so this birthday was a bit strange, usually we celebrate into our birthdays with six to ten people around and well, that wasn’t happening this year. With Denis having to get up around 5 am, big Sis being tired and insisting that she won’t be able to go till midnight it was up to Sandra and me. The sad crowd of two was all that was left… But at least we had our Desperados, StrawberryLimes and Martini, so it felt like every other weekend with more alcohol floating around.
My mom’s birthday cake was swimming into the other direction today and her on the verge of tears was also nothing I wanted for this birthday. Mia’s cake yesterday was perfect and well, it truly didn’t matter to me how it looked, but Mom was to put it mildly - disappointed. Still it tasted awesome - chocolate, truffle and rum - that’s what counts, right? But it really was too liquid to stay in one place and while I didn’t felt like it was a big deal, she certainly did and with my dad good natural ribbing her on till I asked him, if his cake would have been better and that shut him up for good. Overall, it just felt like a chain of mini accidents happening and while I was mainly amused, it just didn’t felt much like a birthday - with me selecting my gifts with Sandra and no collective toast.
Next year then? Huh.
Anyway, I got the awesomest gifts. Charmax sent me a Supernatural mug, that blows my mind and thrills the coffee addictive in me to no end. Xandra learned a program for my little self in order to send me a funky Wes card that makes me want to lick the screen just for the heck of him winking at me. Nadia made me a new wonderful Cordy/Dean LJ-layout that will be tomorrow on display. Then I got Fossil watch with three different wristbands to easily change. An exquisite silver necklace, bracelet and earrings from my significant other. He had to know that I would top his price range with over 50%, right? That’s what you get for saying, ‘Defeat! You won’t get another external hard drive and you chose your own jewellery in the hopes that you will finally wear it!’ We just have too different tastes when it comes to this sort of thing, it comes down to - I don’t like yellow gold. No offence. My grandmom topped everything with giving me the money in five Euro bills and one and two Euro coins, I felt like a bank robber – Seriously. I almost dropped the envelope; I didn’t expect the weight and thought the bulk was because of a fancy card. She just cracked up giggling. Bad, bad woman.
So all in all – one year older. One year wiser and still having a strange sense of humor.
I also did paint my living room on Monday and with that finally done - Hey it was just a year postponed - I need to buy the new couch, carpet under the couch table and curtains and throw a good chunk of Ikea furniture out and redecorate. Problem is with the painting done – I feel right at home again. Sigh. Too bad the cartons in the hall disagree.
Onto the Works in Progress, there are three fics nagging me at the moment. Sequel to ‘Address Unknown’, Angel/Wes brainchild of Xandra and a Dawn AU that probably got sinister and with more epic feel by me reading Stephen King’s ‘Dark Tower’ at the moment. Also three vids, one Dean vid almost finished, if season 3 would stop throw me into a loop of – Damn, wouldn’t it be cool to integrate that, now that they finally dive into the deeper demon mythology? One light humor that I don’t think will ever see the light of day, because the song is vidded to death in every fandom and it’s just this nice side project to get back to. One Sam PoV, that besides being a German song gives me in the early stage already the impression of ‘You know, you are the only one, who will enjoy this in the end?’ But, damn, I do. And there is this dark twisted remix of Soldiering, that will not stop fucking with my mind, because I started a song on accident in the background and then turned down the volume of the vid and it’s just beyond fucked up, but oh so intrigued for my mind. Damn. And let’s not start on the Dexter idea, because – No. I want to finish some things…
And now onto meme’s I collected over the course of the last weeks, snagged all over my flist:
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Second so this birthday was a bit strange, usually we celebrate into our birthdays with six to ten people around and well, that wasn’t happening this year. With Denis having to get up around 5 am, big Sis being tired and insisting that she won’t be able to go till midnight it was up to Sandra and me. The sad crowd of two was all that was left… But at least we had our Desperados, StrawberryLimes and Martini, so it felt like every other weekend with more alcohol floating around.
My mom’s birthday cake was swimming into the other direction today and her on the verge of tears was also nothing I wanted for this birthday. Mia’s cake yesterday was perfect and well, it truly didn’t matter to me how it looked, but Mom was to put it mildly - disappointed. Still it tasted awesome - chocolate, truffle and rum - that’s what counts, right? But it really was too liquid to stay in one place and while I didn’t felt like it was a big deal, she certainly did and with my dad good natural ribbing her on till I asked him, if his cake would have been better and that shut him up for good. Overall, it just felt like a chain of mini accidents happening and while I was mainly amused, it just didn’t felt much like a birthday - with me selecting my gifts with Sandra and no collective toast.
Next year then? Huh.
Anyway, I got the awesomest gifts. Charmax sent me a Supernatural mug, that blows my mind and thrills the coffee addictive in me to no end. Xandra learned a program for my little self in order to send me a funky Wes card that makes me want to lick the screen just for the heck of him winking at me. Nadia made me a new wonderful Cordy/Dean LJ-layout that will be tomorrow on display. Then I got Fossil watch with three different wristbands to easily change. An exquisite silver necklace, bracelet and earrings from my significant other. He had to know that I would top his price range with over 50%, right? That’s what you get for saying, ‘Defeat! You won’t get another external hard drive and you chose your own jewellery in the hopes that you will finally wear it!’ We just have too different tastes when it comes to this sort of thing, it comes down to - I don’t like yellow gold. No offence. My grandmom topped everything with giving me the money in five Euro bills and one and two Euro coins, I felt like a bank robber – Seriously. I almost dropped the envelope; I didn’t expect the weight and thought the bulk was because of a fancy card. She just cracked up giggling. Bad, bad woman.
So all in all – one year older. One year wiser and still having a strange sense of humor.
I also did paint my living room on Monday and with that finally done - Hey it was just a year postponed - I need to buy the new couch, carpet under the couch table and curtains and throw a good chunk of Ikea furniture out and redecorate. Problem is with the painting done – I feel right at home again. Sigh. Too bad the cartons in the hall disagree.
Onto the Works in Progress, there are three fics nagging me at the moment. Sequel to ‘Address Unknown’, Angel/Wes brainchild of Xandra and a Dawn AU that probably got sinister and with more epic feel by me reading Stephen King’s ‘Dark Tower’ at the moment. Also three vids, one Dean vid almost finished, if season 3 would stop throw me into a loop of – Damn, wouldn’t it be cool to integrate that, now that they finally dive into the deeper demon mythology? One light humor that I don’t think will ever see the light of day, because the song is vidded to death in every fandom and it’s just this nice side project to get back to. One Sam PoV, that besides being a German song gives me in the early stage already the impression of ‘You know, you are the only one, who will enjoy this in the end?’ But, damn, I do. And there is this dark twisted remix of Soldiering, that will not stop fucking with my mind, because I started a song on accident in the background and then turned down the volume of the vid and it’s just beyond fucked up, but oh so intrigued for my mind. Damn. And let’s not start on the Dexter idea, because – No. I want to finish some things…
And now onto meme’s I collected over the course of the last weeks, snagged all over my flist:
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