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Write down 15 random facts about you and then write a drabble/ficlet about anything you want with less then 400 words in less then 30 minutes.
1.) I fed a baby for the first time today and I was more than amazed.
2.) My grandmother used to annoy me, just because I looked at her in the same fuming manner as her father – she loved to get nostalgic over it!
3.) I’m getting more and more like my father each day.
4.) I never yell – not since I was twelve.
5.) I cried less than a dozen times since I was twelve.
6.) Instead of sad, I get angry and really, you don’t want that.
7.) Friends describe me as emotional rock, depending on the circumstances this is either good or bad.
8.) I can be charming as hell, if it gets me what I want.
9.) Personally I always preferred male friends to female, because they tend to be so much less complicated.
10.) I did beat up boys since kindergarten just for the fun of it and I continued doing it with close friends till 13th grade. Okay, I still like to fight dirty with my boyfriend, but that tend to lead to sex now.
11.) I’m cynical – I was always cynical, when I didn’t even know the word for it – ask my mother.
12.) I don’t like pessimists and I hate people, who whine about life. Get a grip and do something instead of crying your heart out. Dammit.
13.) I think my boyfriend and I are soul mates.
14.) The movie I saw most often was ‘Dirty Dancing’ and I think I have seen it over a hundred times in the last 17 years.
15.) I’m listening currently to mullet rock and this is all ‘Supernatural’ fault, so my AC/DC, Metallica and Guns ‘n’ Roses cds are now dustfree again.
Supernatural 1x06 Skin, Dean PoV, this was something in the back of my mind since I first saw this episode and yeah, this was an experiment. Edited to add, that I know that this is really scattered all around the place and my logic behind it was, that they established a physic link between the shapeshifter and his victim, so Dean killing it reverberates through his being. Plus I was already one word over the top, so no explanation just random thoughts.
You two hit the road without a (clue about dad’s) destination – Just keep moving, because you don’t flee. Never.
(Except when a furious sheriff is tailing you, but this isn’t the case and Dean Winchester is officially dead and memories of yourself (not you) strangling your own brother (fuck no!) shouldn’t have the power to haunt you anymore.
You've seen worse (twice) (not true) (once) (liar!).)
Silence between you gets thicker with every mile (no funeral jokes) (Metallica on full blast doesn’t calm you down enough to ignore the way Sam’s stare goes back and forth between avoiding you (your face over him – ready to kill – your hands around his throat) and staring intensely). You aren’t sure how many miles you have to go till it’s a tangible creature you can kill with your bare hands, but you test your luck.
You know damn well, that the moment his memories stop haunting Sam (even for one day) you be again left alone (as always). He will go back to a normal life and you should be (fucking) proud of yourself, that you were able to protect him from the deepest wounds (for some time) long enough, that he tasted normality (love) (and will again) and loves it.
But you aren’t.
(It’s too fragile. Naturally it shattered the moment you stepped back into his life and you admit (never aloud) that you were lonely and (hurting and) tired and that this was the reason, why you drove to Stanford in the first place. You needed to see Sam, needed to know that he was happy, safe and over every fuck-up you and your dad produced in the last 22 years.
(You didn’t anticipate the anger or envy bleeding like a fresh wound. Contagious and lethal -)
Jess’ death was something you should have seen coming and it hurts that you can’t bring yourself to care about her (at all). Instead you drive yourself crazy with the way she died (reason why you never gave into the temptation of staying a second night with any woman) (she meant this much to Sammy - remember) (lesson reinforced) (don’t stay).
Sam always was the sensitive one - this new dark edge in him cuts you open every (fucking) time it creeps on the surface.)
Your brother’s nightmares, rage and guilt keeps you busy the rest of your waking time (another outside force) (just like dad).
haltlos:Write down 15 random facts about you and then write a drabble/ficlet about anything you want with less then 400 words in less then 30 minutes.
1.) I fed a baby for the first time today and I was more than amazed.
2.) My grandmother used to annoy me, just because I looked at her in the same fuming manner as her father – she loved to get nostalgic over it!
3.) I’m getting more and more like my father each day.
4.) I never yell – not since I was twelve.
5.) I cried less than a dozen times since I was twelve.
6.) Instead of sad, I get angry and really, you don’t want that.
7.) Friends describe me as emotional rock, depending on the circumstances this is either good or bad.
8.) I can be charming as hell, if it gets me what I want.
9.) Personally I always preferred male friends to female, because they tend to be so much less complicated.
10.) I did beat up boys since kindergarten just for the fun of it and I continued doing it with close friends till 13th grade. Okay, I still like to fight dirty with my boyfriend, but that tend to lead to sex now.
11.) I’m cynical – I was always cynical, when I didn’t even know the word for it – ask my mother.
12.) I don’t like pessimists and I hate people, who whine about life. Get a grip and do something instead of crying your heart out. Dammit.
13.) I think my boyfriend and I are soul mates.
14.) The movie I saw most often was ‘Dirty Dancing’ and I think I have seen it over a hundred times in the last 17 years.
15.) I’m listening currently to mullet rock and this is all ‘Supernatural’ fault, so my AC/DC, Metallica and Guns ‘n’ Roses cds are now dustfree again.
Supernatural 1x06 Skin, Dean PoV, this was something in the back of my mind since I first saw this episode and yeah, this was an experiment. Edited to add, that I know that this is really scattered all around the place and my logic behind it was, that they established a physic link between the shapeshifter and his victim, so Dean killing it reverberates through his being. Plus I was already one word over the top, so no explanation just random thoughts.
You two hit the road without a (clue about dad’s) destination – Just keep moving, because you don’t flee. Never.
(Except when a furious sheriff is tailing you, but this isn’t the case and Dean Winchester is officially dead and memories of yourself (not you) strangling your own brother (fuck no!) shouldn’t have the power to haunt you anymore.
You've seen worse (twice) (not true) (once) (liar!).)
Silence between you gets thicker with every mile (no funeral jokes) (Metallica on full blast doesn’t calm you down enough to ignore the way Sam’s stare goes back and forth between avoiding you (your face over him – ready to kill – your hands around his throat) and staring intensely). You aren’t sure how many miles you have to go till it’s a tangible creature you can kill with your bare hands, but you test your luck.
You know damn well, that the moment his memories stop haunting Sam (even for one day) you be again left alone (as always). He will go back to a normal life and you should be (fucking) proud of yourself, that you were able to protect him from the deepest wounds (for some time) long enough, that he tasted normality (love) (and will again) and loves it.
But you aren’t.
(It’s too fragile. Naturally it shattered the moment you stepped back into his life and you admit (never aloud) that you were lonely and (hurting and) tired and that this was the reason, why you drove to Stanford in the first place. You needed to see Sam, needed to know that he was happy, safe and over every fuck-up you and your dad produced in the last 22 years.
(You didn’t anticipate the anger or envy bleeding like a fresh wound. Contagious and lethal -)
Jess’ death was something you should have seen coming and it hurts that you can’t bring yourself to care about her (at all). Instead you drive yourself crazy with the way she died (reason why you never gave into the temptation of staying a second night with any woman) (she meant this much to Sammy - remember) (lesson reinforced) (don’t stay).
Sam always was the sensitive one - this new dark edge in him cuts you open every (fucking) time it creeps on the surface.)
Your brother’s nightmares, rage and guilt keeps you busy the rest of your waking time (another outside force) (just like dad).
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1. Don't cuddle her too much she has to breathe! *g* I just remember my 9 years old cousin being so tiny and helpless with my sister and me arguing about how can feed the baby! ;)
3. Know the feeling. ;) My sarcasm is all his fault. I love him! *grin*
6. Again I know the feeling pretty well. But how can you be angry without yelling? I don't yell that much but sometimes it's pretty good just to shout. *grin*
9. Same attitude here. But I figuered out that girls kick asses... *lol*
10. If you would yell more often you wouldn't beat poeple! That sounds like one of these anti aggression books... *rofl*
11. I just love you more! *g*
The drabble is interesting I think I gonna watch out for Supernatural. ;)
*cuddles*
Jules
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How?? I mean "who" :D
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About the facts, my sis will bet me in the breast feed department, so I guess I have to wrestle with her husband about the milk bottle! *wink*
Well cool dads are the best, no way denying it!
I get icy and acid, mmh, there’s a reason why I have an Italian as boyfriend. Fierce passion and it clash beautifully in fights with my cold attitude. I don’t know how many times I heard the good ol’ stereotypes: ‘Do you have to be so German?’ ‘It’s not German, it’s logic and me being me, plus you aren’t rational at the moment!’ ‘This is about emotions!’ ‘No, it’s about *insert topic of battle*!’ ‘You don’t love me!’ ‘Oh, don’t you dare!’ *he slamming door* *me rolling eyes* You have to love the way opposites attract and it’s really him being an extrovert about his feelings and me an introvert and I have to admit, that I need this kind of people in my life, my sis and mom among others are the same way.
I had a phase were I couldn’t stand same age females after I finished Realschule in my hometown and started Wirtschaftsgymnasium in Stuttgart. There was only so much talking about boys (Aren’t we too old to talk about them and not with them?), fashion (I get that this top was expensive, but it still looks, uhm, kinda slutty?) and make-up (Use it right and don’t talk about it – Seriously!) before my head exploded, so I didn’t bother. Which lead to an unexpected bonding with my Realschool nemesis, because he phrased my thoughts out loud and we had eventually a damn good time snarking together/at each other and he accustomed to be my punching shoulder, when I got bored...
It does! LOL And it isn’t anger management but bonding – I just beat the people I know and love… The rest gets tortured – at least mentally!
Cynics are just lovely! *snicker*
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Heute habe ich außerdem Poste bekommen... *squee* :D
Danke!
Das bedeutet wohl, dass ich einige DVDAbende machen muss. *g*
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Just watch it, you gonna see what I mean! *bounce* And if you like it, I can upload the next two eps for you... And have I mentioned that I have a soft spot for two fuckable people on a road trip in a hot black classic car? *madlaughter*
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totally randomly ... aber ich wollte dich fragen, ob du http://www.tv-and-more.com (ehemals slayerboard) noch ein paar deiner Vids zur Verfügung stellen würdest. Also andere Fandoms, denn die Buffyversum-Vids haben wir ja schon. Wäre wirklich supertoll. *puppyeyes*
Ich fühle mich jetzt irgendwie schlecht, weil ich nur aus diesem Grund kommentiere ... aber ich lese dein Journal immer brav mit. *nods* Wirklich!
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Und ja, ich weiß digital-dreamers.net. Gibt es noch eine andere Seite? *curious*
*reknuddel*
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Egal, und nope, die neusten Vids sind auf Digital Dreamers, du solltest dort diejenigen finden, die ihr noch nicht oben habt und falls du lieber die wmv-Versionen haben willst, mail mir einfach unter astarte@fan-arts.net und ich lade sie dir auf YSI hoch...
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Ok, ich hab den Admins jetzt mal den Link zu deinen Vids gegeben.
Und nochmal DANKE! :-)
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Danke! :-)
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und weil wir gerade dabei sind wie sieht es mit remedy aus?! *ganz lieb frag*
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Wegen Remedy, da habe ich gestern wieder etwas weitergeschrieben, aber irgendwie läuft das Schreiben gerade nicht so, wie ich es gerne hätte, deshalb kann es noch etwas dauern bis das nächste Kapitel online ist. Aber schön zu wissen, das Bedarf danach besteht! *strahl*