
Artist/Song Title: David Usher – Jesus was my girl
Subject: SPN, Dean PoV
Summary: 'So he dies and I'm the joke – A playdoh mask a million miles to go.' Illusion is the first of all pleasures.
Warnings: Swearing, a smidge Wincest and no regrets
Format: stream and download at stage6 25 MB, permanent download link 720x400 – 25 MB AVI or watch on imeem
Reasons to vid ‘My Girl’? David Usher is the one artist were I feel like I could vid every single song, so actually I was thinking about vidding this particular song for years and I almost started to vid it last year after ‘Soldiering’ as contrast and to twist the father/son-relationship into completely unhealthy. It would have worked with John – But not as good as now with Sam, Season 3 and the endlessness that was ‘Jesus Christ’. This is mostly what didn’t make it, landed on the cutting floor or just didn’t fit. It’s a vidlet after a big project to come down and knowing a song by heart. Plus I couldn’t resist the irony of vidding two songs with Jesus in the title.
Lyrical interpretation: What I love about David Usher are his lyrics, they are straightforward and yet poetic at the same time. I tried to capture this spirit and while there are some double meanings in there, this is as straightforward as it gets for me. So this time I won’t explain my reasons for taking the clips I used and leave it completely up to the viewer.
The Journey? Very short indeed, less than a week.
Technical notes worth mentioning? One of the main problems I wanted to solve for the future was the logo that bugged the hell out of me. So I knew there were solutions available in avisynth and now was the time to read up on them. I finally decided to go with the xlogo filter and after tweaking the bmp around till it covered the spot I wanted covered, I was thrilled to use Season 3 footage. I also figured out how to work with mkv-files in avisynth so that Premiere won’t fuck them up and then there was this overlay function I wanted to use in the final export filter that also needed figuring out. So yeah, I think I spend more time trying to deepen my avisynth knowledge than actually vidding. I hope you don’t mind, because the result is cool.
Final note: Well this was fun and I can’t believe how fast this project came together and I hope that Sammy gets his own vid soonish. I already have two songs in mind for him. Oh, and feed the vidder, I don’t bite.
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As always I love the look and feel of your vids. makes me smile through my confusion.
**Kiss, blood and guts.
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There are enough songs I could/should vid, so no need for you to feel guilty about the ones I give up voluntary. Plus you only stole one, if I’m not completely mistaken. ‘Devil by my side’? Right? Actually I want to vid a German song for a while now, I can’t wait to see your utter confusion then.
And glad you loved the look of this, babe, if I could only suck you into this show. Damn. Seriously you are missing out on the fun this time around.
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i did devil by my side and time of our lives.
love you.
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and the vid is such a beautiful mess I'd love to understand.
thanks!
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Thank you for your lovely comment.
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As or the vid, it is, as expected, wonderful. It didn't pack quite the same punch as 'Jesus Christ' on first viewing... but the more I watch it the more it gets under my skin. I would be very happy if you kept vidding songs wih Jesus in the title if this is the result!
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My guess is that this vid seems very random on the first few viewings. There is a fine line between hit and miss with mood pieces and once sucked in, I hope it gets more clear what illusions Dean carries and to which he holds on with his dear life or should I say soul?
That Sam won’t change in the face of everything he sees and does as a hunter. That there is a happily ever after in his story after the death of YED, even if Dean goes to hell for him and that he is the same naïve and optimistic young man Dean dragged across the country in the first season, which is completely ignored in this vidlet for good reasons. Dean’s reputation as a hunter went to hell after he struck his deal and the devil’s gate business they were drawn in. They both attract the wrong kind of attention from women deeply involved in their world or figments of their imagination and they both have only the other to ultimately turn to, which leads to other illusions and now I stop explaining, because obviously I read too much fanfic. Yepp.
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*snags all your SPN vids and ran off to enjoy them*
Thank you so much for sharing!
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Have fun watching them and thanks for your comment!
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